I had a dream…

My narcissist ex speaks 

“Let me take you with me so far away”

I dont say nothing and follow him as if he has cast a spell upon me.

The streets are dark and lifeless. 

My anxiety rose 

“ Why do we have to do this ? “ I ask.

“Just wait here and ill be back“ he leaves.

I wait there looking around and the flowers start to bloom again, the grass is greener than ever, the sky is pink and the birds are chirping. The lifeless streets become lively again in his absence. 

I snap out of this spell and I know now that I have to run away… again !!